I took a mini hiatus the last couple weeks to regroup and recuperate because in all honesty 2016 kicked my ass (And I thought it was MY job to do the ass kicking 😛). I often need ample space to reflect and process all that is going on in my life in order to stay on track with my ongoing personal and professional development.
One thing I have been working and reflecting on is being more authentic. As you may have noticed, I’ve narrowed my focus in my Femdom business as well as made some changes in how I run things over the last year since my return.
I can no longer devote my time and energy to anyone who isn’t for my highest interest. As someone who is prone to perfectionism and people pleasing, this is a HUGE step outside of my comfort zone to assert healthy boundaries with others.
I’ve been contemplating about how Femdoms are put on such a high pedestal in this industry, even we cannot match up to the vision of ultimate perfection we project. Lately, I’ve been feeling like one has to present themselves as an all knowing flawless demi-Goddess who has it all figured out in order to be taken seriously.
Well, fuck it, I don’t want you to take me seriously anyway…
While, yes, I am here to channel my radiant inner Goddess, one must realize that at the end of the day I am also a human being with a body, mind, soul, and spirit. Do you really think I go around acting like a narcissistic spoiled brat with a God complex 24/7? If you do, you need a face slap back to reality.
We all have our own reasons for doing what we do and what you boys must realize is that none of us will ever fit your template of the “perfect Domme” if you fail to acknowledge, that yes, we are human too. Just like you! (unless you’re not, then that’s a different story 😉 ).
I have dreams and aspirations I would like to accomplish. I have my own set of obstacles and challenges to overcome. I am a continually changing work in progress. And, no, I don’t have it all figured out.
In reality, NOBODY is 100% perfect and I would be wary of anyone who says otherwise.
I am not everybody else nor what you think I am. I am my own person with my own set of unique ideas, gifts, and talents. I refuse to become just another carbon copy for your mind numbing amusement because me being in all of my glory is too much for you to handle.
To truly serve a lady is to serve her in acceptance of all that she is beyond the fantasy you project onto her. If you are looking for a Femdom robot without emotions or needs, I’ll happily ruin your fantasy while you pay for the privilege 🙂